Sometimes, we are unable to breathe because our grief is so overwhelming. We may want to go to sleep and not wake up to face the nightmare our life has become. We want to know why and see how this could have ever happened. Our bodies cannot produce any more tears, and the hollowness in our chest is a consuming well. It may feel like our brains cannot process or know anything. We do not know who we are anymore and do not care. Our bodies will shake, we will be numb, and we can